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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist Jennifer Byrd19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Lost SoulIn my time of need  All my strength gives way  Thoughts of loss swirl in my mind  Thoughts of death  And I find myself with me,  trembling miserably in a torrential downpour  Of all my pitfalls.   
I dig my own grave  Deeper and deeper I go  Until I can no longer see the light.  I don't want to see it.  It burns me.  It makes me someone I'm not.  Someone  Who doesn't have the strength  To tell you no.   
Drained  To my core  With the cold whispers of tears  Teasing the edge of my ear,  I feel my heart go cold,  Hard,  Unfeel Lost Soul
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MotherMother  You carried me for 9 months,  You struggled through labor.  You had this brunette child  Whom you raised as best you saw fit.   
Mother  You taught me how  To read and write.  You held me when I cried.  You sang me to sleep at night.   
Mother  You watched me struggle through school.  I never let you know,  The jokes and jabs the other kids  Threw everyday that made me cry.   
Mother  You taught me it was better  To turn the other cheek.  You always knew that I was strong,  While others thought me weak.   
Mother &nb Mother
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Writer's BlockIdeas spark not from the mind  But from the heart,  And in that fact lies the issue.  An artist uses their art to show  Their views and ways  While a singer will do so with lyrics.  Why, then, is a writer pushed  When at their limits,  Simply to finish the story?  Do others believe that  It is just a story and only that?  A story is a view into the writer's world.  With a glance and a few well directed words,  A writer creates a world for others  To see and feel and smell.  Such beauty is not easily come by,  For if it was,  How else would this world escape i Writer's Block
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It's all coming back...

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 3:43 PM
...No matter that all I've ever wanted was for it all to go away.

Someone recently told me it's fine to care about someone you hate.

They also told me that that person only has the power to hurt you if you care about them, and that you only hate them if you care enough to hate them.

I spent two years of my life with a man I adored. I know who I mean and he knows who I mean, so I won't go into detail about that. If he is reading this, and thinks I don't give a shit, never did, and I meant to hurt him, then there is something I need to clear up.

That was the first time I was ever truly in love. I cried because I was so happy. And then things went south. Why? Because I said something you didn't like. I said I didn't want to get married yet. The main word in that whole sentence was 'yet'...

And I still care. If you think hurting me by keeping an eye on me, by watching what I'm writing, by talking to me is doing anyone any good...it's not. It's only continuing what should have been finished then, because you left me no options open for now.

Let me move on, since you already have.

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My name is Jennifer Byrd. I currently reside in Arizona, though who really knows where I'll end up next!

And I seriously hate talking about myself. :P Ask questions if you want! I'll answer.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In Arizona
  • Interests: Writing, cooking, animals, photography, singing, acting and rping, most among other things.
  • Favourite movie: Sleepy Hollow, The Princess Bride, The Island, Stardust
  • Favourite band or musician: Too many
  • Favourite genre of music: All kinds
  • Favourite artist: Too many!
  • Favourite poet or writer: A lot! XD
  • Favourite photographer: Vincent Vallarino
  • Operating System: Vista
  • Personal Quote: If everything was simple, life would be really boring!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, computer, and a pan to whack people over the head with....

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*Adielle Oct 3, 2009, 2:21:45 PM
Thanks so much for the add, hon. <3

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Goodbye my Sunshine, for we are but smoke and ash...
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~jbyrd990 Oct 3, 2009, 10:10:02 PM
Figured I'd keep up on how your work is going just in case there is a free moment for Seraphina. ^.^

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Believe the Unbelievable

When the world gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave them all wondering how you did it.
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*Adielle Oct 9, 2009, 8:29:36 PM
Definitely, hon. <3

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Goodbye my Sunshine, for we are but smoke and ash...
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~morgana-the-darkling Aug 28, 2008, 1:25:45 PM
Thanks for the watch. :)

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Claim me,
Mind and Soul.
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~amalthea Feb 21, 2008, 3:44:06 AM
aww thanks so much for the fav ad ^_^ I read your journal, although it wasnt long ago for me I remember those fears .. i'm near 26 and i live at home with my mum hehehe. . . but that is becase i have paranoya (i cannot be alone in the dark and for due reasons). But when the time is right FOR YOU then you'll be ok .. i took me 2 extra years to leave high school (i loved it too much) then i went to college where i had to leave for financial reasons once i graudated came back home and have had hard time finding work in my field .. being as i live in a small close minded town where old farming ways are what they are and people have a very 1950's mindset. But things are starting to fall into place now. Things happen for a reason as they are preset out for us in our tree of life we just need to pick which branch we climb to next.

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~The Lady Amalthea~
"Well, I must endure the presence of two or three catterpillers if I wish to become acquanted with the butterflies"
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=solalia Aug 21, 2007, 11:03:07 AM
Thank you very much for supporting me and my art. :heart:
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~Ericketiting Jun 23, 2007, 9:36:57 PM
Gasp! Your name's Jennifer! Same here! 8D There must be some telepathic connection between all Jennifers and they will all meet one day and take over the world.
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Mood: Bemused ~jbyrd990 Jun 24, 2007, 5:38:48 AM
Yes, there must be. Though, I do admit, I haven't liked all the Jennifers I've met....>.< A few of them got on my nerves and I had to put them in their place....IN THE GROUND :evillaugh: ...or not XD

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Believe the Unbelievable

When the world gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave them all wondering how you did it.
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